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Jul. 3rd, 2008


[info]katatomic

Schwag Resolution

Thanks to some lovely folks at the Barnes & Noble Paranormal Book Club there will be schwag! There were lots of good suggestions both on the blogs and the book club, but I had to narrow it down to something easy for me, quick, and appropriate, which wasn't easy! So here's the low down:


TiggerBear's suggestion of small flashlights won the day--because everyone needs a flashlight in the Underground! (And I was finally able to find some nice keychain lights that fill the bill and aren't ugly as hell.)

Another suggestion from Lord Ruthven (Derek Tatum of DragonCon) got heavily modified but resulted in a nice notebook apparently stolen from Harper Blaine's office.

Both items should be available soon and I'll be dragging them around the signings with me, so... come and get your goodies!

[info]sowelu

Thunder and lightning something truly amazing tonight. The sky knows that tomorrow night, there's going to be fireworks... and it's putting on a show of its own, just as a reminder.

Sitting and reading an Orson Scott Card graphic novel while the world outside lights up in bright blues and oranges. I like this.

It's been hot and dry, and for most of the day it was overcast and dusty with the kind of clouds you just don't -get- over here. It seemed for a bit like I was south...or over on the east coast, maybe. I don't remember the last time I saw Seattle with this kind of weather. Ran outside on my break at work and danced in the rain and laughed.

Jul. 1st, 2008


[info]samwise_fox

So... updates

I realize I haven't been updating this probably as frequently as I should be.  My bad.

Considering my last entry was mid-May, I think it's time to dust this bad-boy off.

So lets see, I made plans to go away to college, they fell through when my scholarship applications were denied and my entry to college was rejected.  I made plans to attend a vocational school of massage but decided against it after some soul searching.  Currently my plans are now to try and go back to school to learn foreign language and pursue a career in either teaching or translation.  We'll have to see where that goes.  There's a much longer more involved version of this story, but this catches you up on things in that regard, I'd be happy to elaborate on it for anyone curious, but for LJ land I'll keep it simple and sweet.

Honestly on the emotional front it's been a real roller-coaster of late.  Things have been hard to keep my head up above water sometimes.  I'm still going to therapy, and more and more people are reccomending I take anti-depressants again.  I've been off them since 2006 and it's scary to think I have to go back, that I'm really at that point again.  I don't like the thought of them, if simply because I don't want to have to face the fact that a pill is what I need to find out what happy feels like.  I'm reading a lot of books lately about depression and anxiety and mood therapy.  Hopefully something will help there.  For now though I'm still saying no to anti-depressants, we'll have to see how the weeks and months to come faire. 

I'm re-evaluating my spiritual beliefs.  Slowly expanding horizons and exploring new grounds, it's a very shakey and scary process for me, and there's a new level of self doubt that opening this door has given me, I'm not sure this is really right for me, as self-concious and down on myself I have felt lately.  People keep telling me that I'm not whole without being a spiritual person to, that I have to find my spiritual side, but all I've really found thus far in my spiritual pursuit is larger amounts of self doubt and criticism.  I haven't come any closer to enlightenment or a god, or gods, or anything people seem to consider spiritual.  Oh well, I've opened this pandoras box, I suppose I can't shut it now.

My birthday is coming up, and I'm taking a break.  I'm requesting some time off from work to collect myself and visit with people.  I'll be in Seattle two weekends in a row starting the 4th one to celebrate independance day, and the other to do a joint birthday celebration with some friends.  I will be available during the week if anyone was interested in visiting with me for my birthday then, the actual date is July 9th (though cosmicly I was born on the 8th, long story) which is this wedensday.  I'm making a small "suggestion" list which really talks more about things I like than actual items you might find on the shelf of a store.  I'd be happy to send this along to anyone who wanted to give me something for my birthday but I don't want to be greedy, so you have to ask for it, I'm not going to just plaster it up on my LJ, last thing I need right now is to feel guilty for seeming selfish. 

I'm finally starting to heal old wounds, so to speak, in the relationship front.  For the longest time I've been afraid of really finding relationships, and I'm starting to ventue back out of that shell, it's a slow and clumsy process for me, but I'm starting to consider the possibility that I MIGHT not be alone for the rest of my life.  I was all but resigned to that fate until quite recently.  I'm starting to remember the old feelings of what it was like to feel "interested" in a person.  It still scares me because with every feeling like that there is risk of being hurt, and risk of actually "falling in love" so to speak.  It's not easy for me to trust, and share myself on a level I think relationships need to be at, (as much as I desperately would like to have that kind of exchange) it's just hard to overcome the fear.

Work seems to be going well enough.   I got passed over for a promotion to head-cashier but there's still a possibility I'll get a lead position in our childrens department.  If that falls through I'm going to start trying to get more hours in our café.  As busy as it gets in there, I feel a certain fondness for the environment and the people.  Something about working around food and the pace just seems to feel more comfortable.  Doesn't let me relax much but I feel more... like I belong there, than I do out on the book floor.  I THINK I do fairly well as a retail clerk, I'm told by multipul people in our store that I have the highest percent of sales of our membership cards among the other booksellers, which I suppose is an achievement, even though I don't really see it, nor do I think I'm very good at selling them.  Then again I don't really have a measure of scale to figure out how good or bad I am at it.

As far as AFF is concerned I'm still a bit torn about it.  I would like to stay involved with the project, it means a lot to me to be able to be a part of something like that, but I'm scared to death of it at the same time.  I litterally threw myself into that work last year and exhausted myself.  I haven't found much that I could find as "work" that I was so able to feel so devoted to and so willing to go the extra mile for, but unfortunately it doesn't pay.  And while they tell you to find careers in things you'd do even if you didn't get paid, I have to live, and eat, and eventually move out of where I am now, I don't like the area much.  I'm concerned that I'll just throw myself back into the project again and try to do everything I see that's not getting done.  There's so much to do, they really need more support, which is part of why I feel so very reluctant to take any kind of lesser role in the convention. 
I suppose there's a selfish element to things as well.  I liked the feeling of importance being in charge of a convention gave me.  I was second in command, and often I had to have people coming to me for decisions when Moorcat wasn't available.  That kind of authority and respect is something I just don't often get in my life.  It was a small window into a world where I was valuable.  Or at least, that I really felt like I meant something.  I'm not sure why it takes being in authority for me to figure out that I might have value.  There are people in my life that tell me I'm valuable no matter what I do, and I suppose that's true.  It's just difficult for me to feel satisfied I suppose.  As selfish and vain as that sounds.  It's difficult for me to figure out what gives me value, is it a word someone says, some expression, public adoration, etc.?  In the end it's probably no more real than anything I could tell myself, I'm just not very good at telling myself anything nice.  But, I digress...

I'm on Steam now, playing Team Fortress 2 on the urgings of a new friend, if anyone else plays steam feel free to send me a message or reply here and I'll give you my steam name and we can add eachother to our friends lists.

Beyond that I really am not sure what else is going on, I'd say that's a fair bit of catchup in an abridged format.  As always, if anyone has any questions I'm more than DELIGHTED to answer them, just have to ask. *chuckles*

Anyhow, I hope life is finding you all in good spirits, nice to get to chat with the internet again, will really have to do this more often.

-Sam

[info]alfador_fox

Getting unpacked

Getting unpacked is not the only hurdle to leap when cleaning up after Anthrocon.

I first got things back into a metastable state for continuing to clean up, enough so that I can enjoy the rest of the day. This mainly involved getting my mouse, mousepad, and wrist rest hooked up to my desktop again, and plugging my laptop back into the wall in my bedroom.

Then I began catchup with Livejournal, FurAffinity, and forums. I'm STILL working on that, and will not be done by bedtime tonight. I will, however, be able to sleep well enough to be rested for work tomorrow.

Also on the menu were setting up some things that I acquired over Anthrocon. I now have a save in Slot 1 of my Final Fantasy III Super Nintendo cart, and pictures of my new fox-red plastic pants are forthcoming.

Along with pictures and VIDEO from the con itself. I have nearly the whole fursuit parade on video, and will figure out a way of posting it (probably Youtube) presently.

Happy Canada Day!
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[info]katatomic

Oh Teh Noes!

It's been so hot in Seattle that giant red octopi are crawling onto boats looking for food!!


*Dexter's tail is a little hairless due to adrenaloma--normally ferret's tails are furry.

[info]plurwolfy

*emo tear*

Patrick Raccoon is mean to me :(

*throws <3s at him as revenge*

Take that, subby coon, take that!

[info]hugh_mannity

No Glenn Linn for me.

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[info]sowelu

Something's missing. Thought a nice quiet weekend alone would help, and working out in the heat has been great for me, but I'm not getting anywhere.

Work is dragging lately, and I'm unproductive. I need an escape. I don't have much lack of things to do, there's some coding I've wanted to do and there's always more working out...but spiritual life is lacking and I've lost my sense of being at home anywhere. Two months left, but already this house is no longer home for me.

Beats me. I had to be in bed five hours ago.

My phone is almost always on. Give me an SMS or a call sometime! I'm craving contact. Feels like I don't get enough these days. Well, sleep now.

[info]alfador_fox

HOME

My luggage came through okay. I came through okay. Total travel time from the Westin to my apartment: TWENTY-ONE HOURS AND FORTY-FIVE MINUTES.

And because I didn't leave the air conditioner running all week, it is now 11:30 at night and 93 degrees in my living room. (Actually it's less since I turned the AC on as soon as I got home.)

I am exhausted.

[EDIT: HOLY SHIT Katamari on the Swing just started playing on my desktop. Why you ask? Because I'd set up Winamp to play various songs with nearly 24 hours of silence in between, to make my apartment sound like I was at least there--my version of vacation light timers for houses.

Only I'd set it up to begin the sequence with as many hours of silence as it would be until Wednesday evening... which means that the last day of iteration (today) came around much quicker, altering the phase of song blasting.]
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Jun. 30th, 2008


[info]alfador_fox

Air Foxie

Finally, an airport with a real free wireless connection!! (P.S. I GUESS NOT. It dropped me from the connection and now the network isn't even showing up. Hm, maybe they just overloaded from all the travelers trying to make connections... gah, did I just make an airport pun?!)

Continuing from my previous entry. I did indeed make it to the fursuit parade, and in fact got almost all of it on video with my camera. Tripod? Um... Okay, so my hands weren't exactly steady for a while, and I did get rather unprofessionally silly at a few points, but I'll find some way of getting it online. I'm sure I wasn't the only person recording the fursuit parade, and others no doubt had tripods... but still, I could see if that Youtube account I vaguely remember having works out.

Most of Saturday was spent blowing wads of cash in the Dealer's Den and hanging out with friends I either hadn't seen in a year, or hadn't seen ever. You know how it is with Anthrcon. ;)

At 6:30, our room hosted a pizza party with oodles of pizzas graciously donated by Jery Softpaw. Thanks, Jery!! When the time got closer to 8:30, Alex and I headed out to watch the comedy stylings of 2 the Ranting Gryphon and Jibba Foxcoon. As Sponsors, we got to sit in the front seven rows (think we were in the fifth row back) and wait in the short Sponsor/Supersponsor line instead of the amazingly long line for peasants. XD

It was utterly awesome. Alex and I found Kinky Turtle in the line and pored over his sketchbook of wonder! Then the show itself was merry and mirthful as well. Afterward, many of us (Alex and I included) saw fit to crowd into a nearby room with far less seating (the Ballroom had to be vacated for the dance) to watch 2, Kage, Jibba, Prismo, and a long-haired "scapegoat" engage in gut-busting drunken improv. Incredibly, Cargo Weasel had saved us some seats in the front row! There were only two, so Alex and KT sat in the chairs and I got the floor right in front of Alex, which was still cool. There, I met Axiom for the first time!!

After side-splitting improv stylings, Alex apparently acquired a souvenir in the form of a cork wrapper from one of Kage's wine bottles. I lost track of Alex and KT at that point, and Cargo and Axiom led me to the stairway in the ballroom. As we approached, we noted the flashing lights, thumping music, whirling glowsticks, and green lasers at the front of the ballroom. Having just had a cup of water, we thought, "What the hell?" And so we danced. It was great.

When we made it back to the room, the party was winding down and KT had sketchbooks out for the delighted perusal of Alex and I. They were busily sketching in each others'.


Sunday began with another delve into the Dealer's Den, in which Alex met an artist he'd been wanting to meet, completely at random at the concession stand. We walked together for a bit before splitting off, Alex and I heading towards the Robofurs panel while the artist (whose name I can't remember, though I'm sure Alex would be swift to remind me) went off to another.

The robot doggies and dinosaur were adorable!!

We went to the Iron Author judging and readings, where we discovered that Alex had totally misinterpreted the spirit of the competition. He scored an 18 out of 25, the highest score of all the submissions. Unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately), this was due to his story being too entertaining and good... the competition was to make the WORST story ever made, and apparently even Alex's "Grimbly Snooker Blaghnummy" stylings are too hilarity-inducing to be truly awful. The "winners" that were read aloud used enormous amounts of clichés of bad writing. Now that Alex knows what they're looking for, I think he'll have something actually wretched next year... which will still entertain at least me.

After that we returned to the room, where I remembered I'd wanted to introduce Alex to Phoenix Wright. He got partway into the second case before leaving it to pack his bags, so that may be a good sign. :)

Soon enough, though the party was in full swing, Alex had to leave to catch his train. I accompanied him to the train station so we could chat right up to the goodbye by the platform. No movie wave *from* the platform though, we just parted at the doorway onto the platform. We hope to meet up again sooner than Anthrocon 2009, somehow.

After I returned, I carefully packed my bags, ending up in bed at 1:30am with the full knowledge that I would have to wake up at 4:30 to make the bus to the airport and be there 2 hours before the departure time.

Unlike some previous trips, I had absolutely no problems with security, no problems catching the bus to the airport (well, I didn't quite know where the stop was, but I asked some people walking around and found it with minutes to spare before the bus arrived), and everything seems to be going smoothly.

I just hope that I didn't leave anything in the room, or forget anything else, and that my luggage doesn't get lost. I already forgot a plushie I'd wanted to bring (still at home, not left in the hotel, to clarify) and left behind some XL size diapers to leave enough room in my luggage for all the items I bought at AC. And I thought I'd forgotten toothpaste, but merely didn't recognize the tube when I first opened my hygiene kit.

And now I'm at the airport, and they're probably going to board the flight any time. I'll post this, then check the departure time for any delays.


If I had to complain about one thing about Anthrocon, it would be Pittsburgh water. Tasted like chlorine and blood. Next year it might be a good idea to try to snag some bottled water from the CVS down the street soon after arriving (no way am I going to use up travel weight on that, not on an airplane. On a camel, maybe... ;) ).



P.P.S. OH. MY. FUCKING. GOD. )
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Jun. 29th, 2008


[info]maliza

diabloii wut

http://www.blizzard.com/diablo3/



^_____^

[info]katatomic

Do You Know the Way to T-shirts?

Not to give away, to wear. The weather is so lovely right now (79.9F and 10% humidity with a 3-5knot breeze) that I went to get my summer clothes out (finally) and I have almost no t-shirts that still fit and aren't stained, moth-eaten or kind of tragic. The t-shirt in the icon is one of only 5 decent shirts in the collection. And I need something to wear on tour. I thought of buying ferret t-shirts, but many of them are not so good or printed on "universal" shirts, which are really men's shirts and... well... I have hips... and tits... and those really don't fit well....

Where can I find neat t-shirts that fit Women?

[info]hugh_mannity

Left from yesterday and various observations

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Jun. 28th, 2008


[info]alfador_fox

Anthrocon Thursday through Saturday

Just some quick notes on things that happened.

Thursday I got in at 2:30 in the morning, crashed at the Omni, then later on woke up and had breakfast with a bunch of other babyfurs, then meandered over to the Westin to check in to our suite. It is a sweet suite.

Later Thursday, Alex Reynard arrived, I introduced him to Portal, and we all watched Horton Hears a Who, among other activities. I fell asleep while Alex was trying to find the blue sphere.

Friday we went out for breakfast, and before we knew it it was time to go see WALL-E. :3 (one of the) BEST MOVIE EVAR!

By the time we got back, the Dealer's Den was closed, so I didn't even get in there at all Friday. We did get back in time for Alex to begin the Iron Author competition, and I shudder to read what horrors he hath wrought upon the world. (The contest is to create the worst story ever written. Not badly spelled or difficult to read the font... but horrifyingly awful in a train-wreck way, like the Eye of Argon.)

Then we went to the Cub Hub on the 19th floor for a loud and hot party with free food. We soon returned to our less crowded room for card games and chatting.

Today I went to breakfast and then over to the Dealer's Den, bought a fox plushie, Kage DVD, and a load of porn, and am scouting for artists to do badges for me. Also I bought a Super Nintendo for $30, but the games were all way more expensive. I probably will just get Earthbound for Virtual Console but am seriously contemplating grabbing Chrono Trigger even though it's a whopping $80. @_@ The SNES itself was a no-brainer at that pricetag, but rare games I probably should shop around for, wait for a good price on eBay or something. Rash decisions are what a convention is all about, but I have my limits.

Now I need to zoom over to see the fursuit parade. Boing-Zoom!
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[info]hugh_mannity

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[info]hugh_mannity

My To-Do list for the weekend.

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[info]hugh_mannity

Cats can be such harsh critics

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Jun. 27th, 2008


[info]hugh_mannity

I Rock!!

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[info]hugh_mannity

I've had better evenings.

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Jun. 26th, 2008


[info]alfador_fox

ANTHROCON

I am here!! In the Westin, room 2222.

It is a sweet suite. :3
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